Hi all, I was diagnosed with stage 3b colon cancer a few months back...

....and don't get/beleive in the whole chemo/radiation treatments they have me on. Ive gone thru 5 rounds of chemo givin to me every 2 weeks that didnt start out so bad but have been wearing me down quickly, they also recently told me that my white cells are way down but not enough to stop treatments ,so they gave me a shot of something then sent me to the old infusion room for another round. After the 4th round i was suppose to start a radiation/chemo treatment that would include radiation everyday for 6 weeks along with chemo. Well the radioligst explained all the side effects and possible damage and i walked out, I asked my oncoligst what decress percentage of survival rate would it be if i did not due the radiation and he informed me 10 percent. With the potential damage to surrounding organs and the nasty side effects i opted out of radiation. So my doctor made no fuss whatsoever and said lets just continue on with another 9 rounds of chemo Personally I was over it and asked my doctor to show me some proof that this poision was doing any good because i felt great after my surgery to remove the tumor in my colon in which it made it out into my lympyhnoids (6 out of 36 removed had the cancer cell) then the chemo treatments started and down i went. Barely made it thru the 4th round and got a 3 week break to set up the radiation treatments that were not now going to happen. Again i was starting to feel good again. Started surfing again, bike rides, even had sex !!!! So i decieded i was done, I researched a few forums where i learned that if the chemo was going to work, 3 months of it in me should have done the trick? Then came the family with their never been thru it, dont know a thing about it, sheep that will listen to anything a man in a lab coat will say and beleive in it whole hearted got me to say i would finish my treatments because they want me around. I know they mean well but they havnt a clue, I'm not sure i do either. all i know is i dont get how killing your immune system can do any good? Its just like taking away the only protection your body has for 6 months to a year and leave it open for any number of things to do you in while your at your weakest. They say attitude is everything, but how do you have a positive atitude in something you dont believe in, i dont, im pissed off and allmost died last night from a common cold and cough (or at least felt like it) i havnt been sick in 15 years,nothing but getting my kidney stones blasted.Well a good friend who swears by mms turned me on to a bottle along with the 50% citric acid and i took a drop yesterday per instructed and had real bad nausea. My question is should i even be taking mms with chemo? and if so would the nasusea meds they give me for the chemo nausea help with the mms nausea? Any other help would be much appreciated as i would love to quite this chemo and go back to my doctor in a month with no cancer in me and set the sheep in my family straight with how big pharm and the medical feild are not allways looking out for your best intrest, It's all about money!!!